I am done with all my finals... yeah. whoopi. attaway. huzzah. and all that jazz.
I dunno. I feel weird right now. I don't know why either. God is not being very clear as to why. Oh well,
Eddie said something last night that was really true, I don't laugh enough. It's true, I don't laugh enough... There is really nothing I have that brings me joy or happiness. A sunny day? Seen that. A beautiful sunset? Doesn't really impact me. A cool new experience? I don't really care. My best friends? I probably take them for granted more than they take me for granted. Sure I may seem like I am having a good time and all, but inside... something is missing.
Ephesians 6: 13 ...and when you have done everything to stand firm... Stand firm...
I will stand firm on the rock of my salvation. Let everything else in my life be found as false, but let my Jesus remain the same.
Lord teach me to put my trust and to get my assurance from you. Lord show me where I am trying to get approval from man and what I need to give up to you. I want to surrender to You, but I don't know how or what. Jesus, I don't have joy in my life... What can I take joy in?
Thursday, May 18, 2006
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