The Art of Faithfulness

I am discovering that God is not something I should try and explain. I have been in a time where I feel like I am not really growing and I don't like that. Maybe there is something that is going on under the surface of me that not even my usually very introspective self can see, but I don't know.

I do know a couple of things...

GOD IS GOOD!!!

I need to read the word more (5-6 chapters a day is not near enough)

If I am not involved in some activity where I need God to show up, I feel like I am stagnating.

Worship was great on Wednesday night at youth. Mark told me I was leading the day before and I said ok... I didn't stop to check my time with the Lord meter (it was not where I wanted it to be) and I didn't try and be qualified either. I just picked some songs (thanks Anne for the help) and we went for it. I really enjoyed it, because there was about 30 kids there that night and that really helped out worship. I let Jonathon Kvamme sing with me and he did a good job. I really enjoy mentoring him into worship leading, he will be a good one! (so will a couple other guys as well)

Last night, Puyallup Foursquare came out to campus and put on an event with Ignite. They really didn't come across as needing our help with anything, but I was there to put out little fires along with Emily Hockert (you did fantastic last night by the way!) and to help the event run. I got to talk to Marc Wymore for a couple minutes after the event, which was good. We agreed to meet this next week to talk and hang out a bit, but before I confirmed it with Marc, I ran it through Dan. Dan said that he would like to be there as well and that I should hold off on meeting him for a bit. I don't know what to think. Do I not even have that much freedom to meet with someone from another ministry? Oh, well... I guess it would be better to meet with Dan and Marc together.

Last thought... I am graduating in December. I only have one more semester left of College!!! Then what???